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[May. 11th, 2004|05:01 pm] |
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i miss robby a lot. even though weve hung out this weekend. last couple of weeks weve been missing each other. i havent talked..really talked to him...in a long time...its laike being reunited with your best friend..youve got to think of what to say in order to keep the convo going..whereas you never had to do that before....i dont know anymore...i just miss him...
wheres my honey gone....!
*i love you*.....<3 |
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| lost battles with no wars.... |
[Mar. 22nd, 2004|04:46 am] |
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my friend said i should use diary-x so i am moviing again. i have to wait for my account to come through but ill be starting tomorrow.....
i read ashley zooks diary today. it makes me said that we used to be friends and now she really doesnt like me. i wish i could tell her that i just want to start over but i guess she wont have that....but if shes really serious about how shes changed and what not...i think that if she wants people to accept her for who she is, she has to accept them for who they are. the realization that ive lost a good friend to nothing ive done upsets me....i miss those times we talked.... |
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[Mar. 17th, 2004|04:33 am] |
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Hmmm, haven’t been up to too much. I had a competition last weekend and robby went. My family missed it thought. Long story short= they thought I was dancing at some other time and our dances got bumped up so.. I was disappointed but hes coming to my next one so im happy. I really miss him. Even though I saw him Sunday, spent the whole day with him. I just miss him. Its conferting, knowing that hes always in my reach but hes not. Hes so good to me. Ever since I got cought I haven’t been able to show him how much I love him and its not a good feeling. I just always want to be with him. Even if its just in the same room its all good. I have a competition in april and the last one is in may. Its exciting. I have to learn some technique to be able to do jazz next year. But with the right support and a lot of private lessons in the summer…it shall be gravy. Im still not able to get on the computer on a regular basis so im trying to get on everytime I get to aspens…when she lets me;)….honestly what can I do on the internet that’s bad. If I have to tell robby something ill tell him no the phone so that’s not the issue……hmmm. oh well. Im so excited. Im going to the Bahamas. Its getting so much closer. I STILL DON’T HAVE MY PERMIT BOOK! In exactly a month I get my permit but my mom still hasn’t gotten my book. Ill get I Thursday thought cause I have to go to the dentist so ill get it then hopefully….anyways so ive gotta go……I need to get stuff done….byes! |
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| hmmm...its good to be loved.... |
[Mar. 12th, 2004|04:34 am] |
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this weekend is going to be nice. im going to the movies with aspen and my dad tonight. hes taking us out to dinner and then we are going to see secret window...sat. i have to get my permit book and i have to do my project. im supposed to babysit a baby that night at 5. then sunday i have competition and robby is going...:):):):):) i love being with him.. he makes me so happy. he skipped 3bell to sit with me at lunch...speno wasnt there so i was going to sit alone:( but ya...*im about to get a secret but i cant tell you;)*
omg! this is exciting....too bad you cant know...anyways well its time for me to go....bye! |
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[Mar. 11th, 2004|04:15 am] |
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so..this is my first time being on this thing. its very exciting..
lets see. im 5'5", brown hair, brown eyes, brown skin, half Filipino, and half american. im learning how to surf, i do competition dancing, and i want to be a dancer when i grow up:) i want to do a lot with my life, sometimes i want it all, but i guess ill just have to deal with a simple life...right? well, im outgoing, and im shy when it comes to meeting new people. although i try not to let it show.:) i love having long talks with aspen...and laying with my boyfriend...i love the beach=im moving to florida when i graduate high school (great bridge high) and hopefully a hurricane wont come a kill me in the first year.:/my boyfriends name is robby (robert john milletich) and we are very happy. *but im not telling you how happy;)-gotta keep somethings private* he has electric blue eyes, mouse brown hair and is a skater. hes taller then me *** 5'11" and he's very sarcastic..hmm, such a smart ass. but i love it. its the spice that most relationships lack...ya know? he bought me a ring for valentines day, kind of a promise ring, and ya im happy...
today we had french food day and last night i had to make onion soup...6 large onions had to be chopped into tiny tiny peices..not very fun. i woke up this morning and felt so sick because my whole house smelled like that damn soup...gross but the people liked it so as long as my public is happy i am happy....tres content....anyways.
well im gonna go...i guess ill talk at ya later! |
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